DIME A DOZEN

So since there were so many typos in my last piece, I am actually going to proof read this tonight...

Here's what has been brought to my attention. A guy I know says he does not like me because he think's I'm weird and that I "look mean". His identity will be kept secret so instead, we will just call him "No Balls".

Anyways....So I thought about it and he thinks that I dress weird, I talk weird, and that my personality is weird. Well LIKE OH MY GOD, I GUESS SINCE I'M NOT THE TYPICAL ASIAN, THAT MAKES ME A FUCKING LEPER!

Let's see what makes me "so weird".

I don't dress like the typical asian girl, yes I do love forever 21 but perhaps I should dress it head to toe with accents of hollister and a&f in it. Then maybe I would be considered "normal".



Hmmm I guess that deep v-necks from urban outfitters and afrika print skirts from american apparel is SO FREAKING WILD FOR SOME PEOPLE.
If I looked like the girl above, maybe I would get more accepted.

All my life I have been seen as the black sheep, but I really enjoy it. I would honestly stand out in a crowd then be just another asian. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE BEING ASIAN, I especially love my culture and where I came from. The only problem is that other typical asian guys only get along with typical asian girls.

I CALL BULLSHIT.

What makes someone normal? Plus who dictates this? Apparently, that guy that I know feels that he has the divine right to judge people and dislike them for being different. But then again, he's just another guy that I know who has height syndrome. He is just another guy who is good at sports and thinks that JUST BECAUSE HE'S TALL, that automatically means he's good looking. Well, fuck if that were the case in real life...then YAO MING IS THE BEST DAMN LOOKING GUY EVERRRRRR!!!!

So maybe this rant seems immature and uncalled for, but it's people like him that make me appreciate so much more how damn diverse I am. It also makes me so much more appreciative of the very very few people who know me, actually know me and love me for me.

GUYS LIKE YOU ARE A DIME A DOZEN....
This is pretty much who you are, just another typical asian guy who is obsessed with being NORMAL.

tell me something, does this seem normal to you?


Well apparently it's normal to him.

This is what I say about people like him...
GROW THE FUCK UP, AND GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS
IF YOU KEEP BEING LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, HOW ARE YOU EVER GOING TO STAND OUT IN LIFE?
being judgemental doesn't exactly make you different from the rest.

...and for those who are the black sheep like me, well we could just all go and be weird together.

In life, all you can really do is... DO YOU.

-jenilla