Poster Child for F MY LIFE

Today I woke up super tired. I literally felt like I ran a marathon for every disease that there was...the sad thing is, I didn't. I am just exhausted from work and school, work and school, and ladies and gentlemen...work and school.

I snoozed my alarm three times, which is a record for me. It took me forever to get dressed because the weather nowadays is soooo crazy! Hot and cold, like we're in a Katy Perry song.

Found my outfit,which I still had problems with. But it's like what I like to say, "Everyday is a fashion show". So it pretty much just meant I wore a cute little (emphasis on little) skirt...and that's it. Yeah I'm being serious, just a skirt with no top. Okay, it was a complete outfit.

Got to school a little later than I had intended...and only had about 40 minutes to study for my stats quiz. Which fucked me, I got fucked by my stats quiz and I didn't even use protection. (I'm indicating that I would have cheated...come on you nasties, get your head out of the gutter) But I can't cheat because I REALLY AM THAT KID WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO GET CAUGHT, IT'S THE STORY OF MY LIFE AND I'VE COME TO ACCEPT IT...sort of.

After getting fucked by a quiz...I went to go study for my other test...MUSIC! which will soon later also mess me up. I had every intention on studying and being a good girl...but I hella pulled a Rihanna and got beat up by myspace and facebook and music and not studying at all.

As usual the test was really hard, it was so hard that I was pretty much crying on the inside while the song "i'm goin down" by mary j. blige (my homegirl) played in my head. You would think that someone who loves music like really loves music would be good in a music test...WRONG.

Then I had to go to the music concert that accompanied that class and as usual I was half into it, half asleep.

I think I'm getting too old, I used to love concerts...i would go to a concert every week with my sisters, my friends, MY O.G. ZOMBIE CONCERT CREW (it's a long story about the title). But lately, I'm not into it. Oh yeah that's right...it's because the fucking NO DOUBT/ PARAMORE SHOW GOT SOLD OUT IN ABOUT 5 MINUTES!

FUCK MY LIFE

but I have seen a lot of good/okay/eh? people in concert...let's name a few

john legend (most recent)
cypress hill (ganja fest)
98 degrees (dont laugh, i was like 9)
gatsbys american dream (favorite band ever, seen them 10+ times)
interpol (2 in the same year, yeeee)
talib kweli (might have spelled it wrong, but the show was just right)
the sound of animals fighting/ my boo anthony green (best vocalist besides nic)
paramore
say anything
gym class heroes
the used
estelle
my chemical romance
....etc etc etc etc etc I HAVE YET TO SEE MY BOO ELTON JOHN IN CONCERT!

crap, i dont know why but im forgetting a lot of people ive seen.
i have a notebook that has all the ticket stubs from concerts and stuff like that in it. its the size of the GOBLET OF FIRE. so maybe i am getting old if i keep falling asleep at shows...or perhaps i just need to have one day where i sleep for 598503 hours to get my sleep cycle back on track.


...all i know is that im gonna get my swerve on from my bed tonight, meaning im sleeping at around 11 tonight at the latest!

i cannot afford to bomb my next stats or music test, I REFUSE TO GET FUCKED BY INANIMATE OBJECTS!

till next time
lets hope i get into my recluse study mode but still get at least 7 hours of sleep a night...yeah right.

<3 j